Choices

"If your heart is broken, you'll find God right there; if you're kicked in the gut, he'll help you catch your breath." Psalm 34:18 The Message

This verse was on my mind today. We are all brokenhearted somehow, but we are all called to love our neighbor as our self. To me that means looking outside ourselves and seeing how we can help our neighbor before going after our own desires. We can, and should, make these decisions daily over big and small issues. Vacations and lattes or helping a needy family or local homeless shelter. I have to make these choices everyday and I'm not saying it's easy or that we can't enjoy these things but are we making those decisions based on prayerful consideration of what God would have us do with His resources or out of selfish motivation to have fun?

My service is to God and He has called me to help my neighbors in Kenya. I pray that each choice I make is in line with His will and His direction for my life. I pray I do not try to "justify" those choices which are not in line with scripture and the Holy Spirit convict me swiftly so I may repent and turn again towards my Father.

I trust God to be there with my Kenyan friends and family and help them catch their breath, but I wonder if He is asking us why aren't we loving our neighbor?